Work. Dance. Love?

Today I went to Hollister to print out my schedule. And once again... I'm not scheduled any hours for the second week. This is ridiculous! I gotta go find a better job. I mean, don't get me wrong, I'm thankful that I even have a job, but if I'm going to be independent and pay for my senior year... this isn't gonna cut it. But I know I'll find a way to make money.

OK!DK had our first workshop ever on Friday, November 20. It was bomb! The people who attended were amazing. They learn very fast and were so determined that they finished the whole routine in an hour. It was such a treat to teach them because they didn't give us any grief at all. Hopefully more people come next time and hopefully we'll see some familiar faces. This is the start of everything :D

Right now... I am confused... I don't know what I want and it's hard for me to make choices. I don't want to regress... but I'm the kind of person that gives you the benefit of the doubt. I hate that I'm like that. I still have issues trusting... but I want to be able to trust... I just need reassurance. And I don't know where we stand. I'm pretty sure we BOTH don't know where we stand. Hopefully we'll find out soon.

Crazy Superstition.

Friday the 13th was FAIL to the max.

I'm on the exclusion list.

Flakers.

Disrespectful potheads who shouldn't open their mouths.

It was freezing.

Thanks for telling me.

Who are you to try to sabotage what we have?!

Out of all the people.... it had to be you..

Did I make the right decision or do I keep making the same mistake?

Hello Again.

Hey Blogspot! It's been a while.

Let's start with today yeah?
Today I went to the DMV to take my permit test. Unfortunately the lines were so long that I didn't make the deadline time so I couldn't take it. But that's okay. I got a receipt that says I can just go back whenever and take the test without hassle. So I'm going back on Thursday before work so I can just get it over with. I got my picture taken already though. It wasn't THAT bad. Good thing I was dressed pretty nice today because of Nerd Day.

Yup. This week is homecoming week and we have days that we dress up as something. Yesterday was toga day... but it was waaaayyy too cold to be wearing a toga. Today was Nerd Day. Tomorrow we don't have school but I do have a tenor sectional at Andrew's house. Thursday is Senior Citizen Day. Yeah.... no. I am not going to school looking like an 80 year old that looks like a 15 year old. Friday is our color day. Seniors are black. Woooop. SENIORS!!

Friday is also homecoming game. I plan to go since "it is my senior year" (says Maria). She's right. It's my last homecoming game as a high school student and hopefully I get to spend it with my good friends.

Saturday. I have show choir practice on Saturday! FUUUNN!! As much as it can get irritating at Saturday practices, I still love being there. I mean, yeah, I would love it waaay more if people would just shut their pie holes and listened. But hey, some things never change. Hopefully we can get the next song done so we can have more time to clean the set. After practice.... I guess I'm going to homecoming dance as well. "It is my senior year." Apparently I have a date. And hey, I'm not complaining. But I'm also not expecting. Because when I do and my expectations aren't met... It feels like crap. Just hope for the best.

But overall though... I'm really okay by myself. As much as I want someone to be there for me... I don't NEED anyone there. It'd just be nice. And all I gotta do is be patient.

Be patient, Mix. Be patient.