Please, Just Stop.

Eff this.
I can't take these lies anymore. I'm so stupid for going back to you. You told me that you wanted to spent time with me. You stressed so much how you would put my happiness before yours. Bull. I'm not happy at all. I'm angry. I'm angry because how could you say that you want to spend time with me and call it a "date" then when you talk about it to other people it's "we just hung out because I needed to make it up to him." If you feel sorry for me because YOU flaked on me, just save it because I don't want to hear your crap anymore. To me, you looked so two faced at the moment because you tell me one thing and others another. I thought you were suppose to be one of my good friends. If that's true, then why are you the one that's causing me all my pain? Why couldn't we just have a normal friendship? Are we not mature enough for that? If you have no interest in me in that way then why do you flirt with me constantly? I hate it because you know that I'm not completely over you. But you play with my emotions like you have the right to. I deserve better than that. When I met you, I thought you were the sweetest thing in the world and I loved how we had so much in common. Now, you're this cocky person that thinks he's changing for the better, but really going the other way, at least in my eyes.

I don't want to deal with this anymore. I'm going to talk to you, no matter if you want to talk to me or not. It's not about you. It's about my closure. And hopefully, we can be mature and still be friends after this discussion, but if you can't handle it... our friendships gonna have to end. If you're going to keep leading me on with no intention of liking me back, I can't handle talking to you anymore if all it's going to be is flirting. I guess we'll find out when I talk to you. I am so hurt right now that I lash out at people. I'm not that person. You made me like this and I don't like what I've become. So if it means the end of this friendship then so be it.