It's Been A While

Wow... Here I am... February 17th. I haven't been on in over a month.

I really wish my computer still worked.
Well I'm in Shane-O's office because I'm waiting for the choir kids to get out of practice. Since I lost my internet, I kinda stopped blogging here. Well I'm updating now I guess.

A lot has happened in a month. Well not really, but it seems like it. Still the same old routine everyday. Nothing really new or significant enough for me to mention. Well, I can't think of anything at the moment anyway. Well I dropped my calculus class because it was too difficult for me and it was ruining my GPA. I guess I'm less stressed now that I dropped it, but for some reason, it doesn't feel like such a big change.
I think I need a big change in my life. I've been thinking lately about if there's anything about my life or my lifestyle that I should change. I wouldn't say that I'm depressed, but I wouldn't say that I'm happy either. SOMETIMES, I'm content. Maybe a small change can turn into something bigger? But what do I change? Should I change because of all the pressure I get from my environment or do I just be myself? I know it sounds like such a give-away but I honestly don't know.

There's so many other things going through my head that I don't think I have time to talk about in one sitting. That's interesting because my life is pretty boring considering that I follow a daily routine that I've grown accustomed to. I guess I'm just tired of the same crap I get from the same people on a regular basis.

I know it sounds very general right now, but maybe next time I post, I'll go into more detail.
But I think that's it for now.