SLW!!!

So I had workshop for show choir today! Workshop is where we, members, get to bond and get to know each other. It's a chance for all of us to get comfortable with everyone's openness. Even though some people are much more "open" than others, we learn to live with it and make the best of it. It was so much fun. The vibe the whole time was so energetic that I have nothing negative to say, except we all need to work on confidence, but hey, it's only the beginning of the year. A lot of people that I thought were really shy, we really very outgoing and fun to be around. And I actually saw people smile that I've never seen smile in class. It's an extremely fun atmosphere to be in and I would shoot anyone who said it wasn't fun. All the things we did today at workshop and all the crazyness that happened would make the most serious, most emo, most pessimistic person smile. Last year was really fun, but this year was... more than that that I have no words to describe it. Maybe because last year, there was only 21 of us and now there's around 30. The more the merrier right? The teachers we excellent and taught is a lot, and personally, I learned much, not just about music, but the people around me. Some people who were stuck in their shells came out. Even though, some might still be scared to completely come out, they will in time. That's what happened to me last year. I was really shy and I didn't know many people in show choir when I joined. However, now, a lot of my very good friends are in there with me and I've gotten close to many of them. I am more outgoing than I would have ever thought possible and sometimes... I'll admit that, now, I'm not afraid to be jokingly open...(sexual in a joking way). BUT I'M STILL CLEAN! Just because I'm clean, I'm not going to let that stop me from having the fun that I want to have. Oh! And one of the new members of show choir, her name is Mary-Kate, commented in front of everyone that "Mix is a really good dancer". I was so flattered that someone actually recognized me. I thank her so much because she doesn't know how much it means for me to get a compliment. Sometimes there a lot of negativity in my life that even the littlest positive thing is a big deal for me. So I thank her and hope her the best in show choir. Overall, I really love show choir. The class and the people. I would never want to leave, but unfortunately, one day, I will have to. I just hope that we do really well this year in competition. No, I know we will. As long as we know we gave it our best, rank doesn't matter (although it does help). Well I don't want to make this too long, so I guess I'll stop.

SLW!!!! = Show Like Whoa!!!